Well i read a few of my previous journal entrys. I'm glad I'm out of the emotional hole I was in back then (Although that was like... not les than a year ago?), all my aggrovation was probably caused by being in a shitty town that suppresses individuality. I'm feeling much better now that I'm in a universiety thats far away from my hometown. Also, thanks to my educational psychology class, I found out that I'm a perfectionist, and that perfectionism drive me to procrastinate! So I'm going loosen up and leg go a little bit on my writing and just go ahed and submit a few chapters from mah stories even though they're not perefect, just so they don't sit in my computer forevor. I think if I find any glaring problems I'll just amend them later. this is going to be hard.